6 months 2 weeks 2 days

i love peter haven webber.

we have made it this far babi and i cant wait till i see you so i can hold you tight and close and know that i'm gonna make it through every tough time and every thing that is going to hurt me. i want to kiss you so sweet ... so u know that i care and that i hope the same for you too. i want to kiss you more just so you know that i love you so much...and that i know you love me too. i want to push u down and make love to you...just for the fun of it.

there isnt a single thing in the world i wouldnt do for you. u have been there for me for so long. u have done everything in your power to make my life better. alls you want from me is my love and you already have that. But i owe you so much more. i really hope that me and you are together forever. i love you so damn much babi and dont know where i would be without you. I wish you where here by my side. but you cant be and i understand more then ne one. but babi...i am going crazy. crazy for you. i want you here. i need you here. i love u way to much and hope you get out soon. i cant live like this much longer. i lay here endless nights erning for your touch. for your kiss. i love you for everything that you are and will alwayz be.

babi i want to marry you someday. be your wife. and i want you as my husband. and i want to be colby's step-mom. he is the best and i love him almost as much as i love you. i would do ne thing for the both of you. u keep me who i am. i aint ever had to change for you. i have loved you since day one. those long nights we spent on the phone. babi i loved you from the moment i met you. u where everything i was looking for and everything i wanted. with you in my life i couldnt be happier. you where a dream come true babi. i never imagined that i would find someone quite like you. someone who loved me for me. someone who isnt going to hurt me. babi i been hurt so much b4. another time my heart will break completely. we never fight. ever. and for that i am so happy.

just know babi...you are my everything and i want to be with you the rest of my life. 6 months is nothing.